Fuck happiness, just do something in the moment that you like. Someone, anyone, will always be there to tell you they love you. Edit 2: r/newzealand may be able to help you out if you have more questions about NZ :), Free healthcare (overall a very good system), All the karma r/earthporn has to offer (it is truly a beautiful place), Pleasant summers (especially when compared to Australia), Very expensive to fly anywhere (except for Australia). good theme parks; country is young so we don't have much in the way of nice (read: old) architecture, we've got natural scenery up the wazoo but not so much of the man-made kind; Auckland and Wellington are our two largest cities and both are hilly as fuck, so good luck if you want to ride a bike; limited public transport (again, lack of scale hurts us here, but also bad planning in the past), especially Auckland, not sure about Wellington; no direct route to Auckland International Airport, so you'll end up driving through suburbs to get to/from the airport; thin ozone layer, so you'll sunburn easily unless you're diligent about wearing sunscreen or don't go outside for long periods, and of course more chance of skin cancer; earthquakes, except for the upper half of the north island. I’m 72 (but 30 on the inside). You have better chances finding a job as an immigrant rather than Greek, because bosses take advantage of the system and hire people for ridiculously low wages and without insurance. Some days are still very hard and the anxiety & pain are always there. Does it suck to live in Greece these days? The media are being controlled by political parties and try to spread propaganda about how we are recovering from our crysis. We all have made mistakes or someone close has hurt us at some point in our lives. WHAT HAVE YOU GOT TO LOSE than TRY. There are also many reasons people don’t have sex, even it’s something they desperately want. You are forced to work overtimes without getting payed just to make sure your boss will not fire you. It’s hard, though, to know what goal to set when you don’t know what you want. I've been through this full forced. It can be found in life. I don't want to live near people at all. Because most people don’t care about a long-term vision and they only care about their own short-term vision. In my opinion, it is a brave thought. I don't have a passion for anything. I don't know you, and I don't have to. Not gonna lie, you have to watch out where you walk in San Jose. (Lookin at you Australia). The minimum wage keeps getting lower and lower, it used to be 800€/mo and soon will be 550€/mo. It is more expensive than other countries in Latin America, but it's definitely cheaper than Europe/North America. You climb a mountain, and you get halfway, and you realize that your way is a dead end. Edit2: Should have added this before but this officially make my most upvoted and commented thread ever, keep em coming. I’m so indecisive. The thing is that I don't know what else I want to do. Cyrus Ausar shares his perspective on the thoughts of not wanting to live anymore and not wanting to commit suicide. happiness doesnt appear on your lap, happiness takes effort. I hope that you find relief. Don't worry so much about the end result of satisfaction or happiness, that all comes with time, for now, it important that you give your anxiety and depression the acknowledgement it deserves, and then, you do something positive. Our only hope for profit is our tourism. Reprinted here with permission, is a heartfelt declaration to being the best man we all know we can be. I can't. A man of principle, work, and character. Why? And it was hard. But if you give up, you forfeit any possibility of things changing or improving. Before I got pregnant, I would say I was 98 percent sure I didn't want … 24% VAT in everything you buy, unless it is a dairy product or food. I am a widow and hate where I live. Why do they get so fucking mad when they're the ones who told you to just do it already? Have you ever gotten to the root of why you feel this way? I just don't. If you go to Syntagma square it smells like tear gasses. I know some people can relate to this. I just don’t know where to go and am afraid to make a … I can say for a fact that after everything I've been through, if some stranger came to me crying right now and told me they needed someone, I would listen with the most open heart I could. I have been counting the days until I go away to college. Using your knowledge of what you don’t want. But there ARE still good people. Aucklander here so I'll be focusing a bit on Auckland: everything is expensive, compared to the U.S, except health care and education; house prices are crazy in Auckland and Christchurch, our largest and third largest cities respectively; we lack the scale for some cool things that larger places have, eg. But now I get older I don’t want to end up with nothing in 10 years…. Are we really that high up on people's list of countries to visit/live? Go find them. Always wanted to visit at least. Factories keep closing everyday, they are being moved to neighbor Balkan countries due to low HDI and very cheap working hands. If you look to the future you don’t have to worry about the present. I don't know you, and I don't have to. I don’t know how old you all are. And trust me, talking helps SOOO much more than you know. When you feel like you add nothing of value to anyone else's life, including your own, the option is pondered. You can go hunting/fishing everywhere and not see another person for days. you can reverse the hormones affecting your brain with your feelings. I don't even like to hold babies, much less give birth to one. You can beat these things, you can find happiness. Despite what everyone here is saying: “life is worth living” etc, I want to let you know what I feel. But eventually I had a break through. i stopped saying never. I hate people. You have higher chances of getting a position because you know someone rather than getting it because you got the required skills. I have social anxiety. Unless you have some terrible illness possible bro . And thanks for the gold kind stranger, I have no idea what it does but I'll definitely make sure to find out. And thanks for the gold kind stranger, I have no idea what it does but I'll definitely make sure to find out. Insane gas prices which is mostly tax from our goverment. Redditors who live there, why should they not want to live there? I’m just so tired and fed up with dealing with the stress everyday. I'm from Costa Rica, generally it's pretty nice, depending of where you go it's rainy or humid. I love you, OP. There were days when all I could say is "Everything should be fine, but I'm depressed so I'm a failure." It’s Saturday and I’ve been wandering around filling in time. And I'm only 35. I tried to commit suicide several years ago and don't know how I didn't succeed. Many kids don’t have very understanding parents. Cookies help us deliver our Services. Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts. Like mentioned below, it is dangerous. Sorry for the depressing rant-if you read it, thanks. FUCK them. There’s an excellent mountain climbing analogy to this. I’m trying to break through but I just get in this head space sometimes that’s hard to get out of. I know it probably seems like there is no good left in this world, or in people. I have to just find a job and face it. Hi. It's Awful. I don’t know if you drink or not but I had the first hand experience of stopping drinking and my self harm thoughts got much more manageable. It doesn't have to be a direct fix for your issues, you simply must keep going. Like nothing about me or anything I did was ever even CLOSE to good enough. For example, I want … I will leave chronic pain, anxiety, panic, and depression forever and it will awesome. I really just don’t want to be alive anymore. 111 votes, 115 comments. Cut them out for good. You matter. Sorry to make this about me, but I think you should try it. The truth is, most people don’t work hard. Lots of Riots, every second month there are riots in Athens and Salonica. If they want to come protest us, you know what Lars, I welcome it. Whoever or whatever is making you like this. Man it feels like I'm on The Truman Show where people talk about NZ like it's the best place on Earth whenever we're mentioned on reddit. I didn’t have a choice about moving to my current home after my husband died 4 years ago. I don't have the motivation to do anything with my life. I don't know what it was. Thank you for that. It's okay to be unhappy, it's okay to be miserable and hate your current situation/life. There are a lot of people who abuse public transport services and use them without a ticket. There is a lot of corruption in our goverment that takes bribes and steals money. If you have something you really want to pursue, then you must be able to live with some amount of discomfort in order to do that. It’s harder, still, to identify new goals and passions when you find yourself living a life you hadn’t quite planned on. Sometimes, life is uncomfortable. go shopping and try on new things and buy em. I do not live on a Greek Island overlooking the blue Mediterranean but I live in the second biggest city of Greece, Thessaloniki. Watch this Vice Documentary: http://youtu.be/bO0vPGRcn9c, New Zealand. I still feel the same way and I think I’ll always feel like this. There is always discomfort but adjust to it. but let me tell you. I don't want to live Anymore. Everything about you matters. One of which consists of self-talk that starts something like “I don’t know..” This, I’ve found is a horrible focal point, one that I like to overwrite when I can. The roads really suck, the nature is awesome, some places are very polluted, but nothing outrageous. be so mad at yourself if you have to, hate yourself for being miserable, and turn that high energy and unleash it on changing yourself. You need to take that loathing and hate and channel it into something positive. Why did you pick Austin if you hate the weather there? Even once you work through your problems, you won't be happy all the time. There is no point. I hope that you find hope. But sometimes it feels like we can be better. Anyway, I have rambled on enough I think. I hate everyone. I don't want the pregnancy experience. I have never experienced it before and do not wish it on my worst enemy. If it were my grand son, I’d probably have that conversation with the parents and see if they want me to talk to their kid or not. I don’t know what exactly but I know I have the biggest desire to believe in something. Watch: How to Set a Goal When You Don’t Know What You Want. 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